Thursday, December 30, 2010

Random Art 056



快2011了,又是时候给自己写份年终报告了

前几天被人用莫名的暗喻背后插了一刀,本想好好写些什么来证明什么

不知怎总写不出,或许是我文笔不好

相较之下我却觉得是理由不足

我不知道该怎么去议论一个我不在乎的人

生活这样忙,他高兴就好

赶工去,明天一早就得冲下新加坡

high到爆!

Friday, December 24, 2010

Barking Wood

假期了,感觉真好

给多几天自己过得像废材酱,然后再继续功课

辛苦了大半年,它是我奖赏自己的礼物

找你好久了 King Form T______T



就这样了,Sir 2010

有空再叙

废材去

Sunday, December 12, 2010

如是

我想,我已经连续熬夜近八个星期了

每天都得熬到四五点,三点以上能休息就算很幸福了

功课真的很忙,且最近还开始忙得很盲目

值得吗?

有同学在FB自问 ,值得吗?

我不知道,类似问了就会软弱下来的问题,着实令自己难做

我当然可以给自己一个漂亮的回复,但了解道理而已其实只是个屁

实践往往很难,真的很难



前几天朋友提醒了我要注意健康上的问题,接着一堆问题接踵而来

这些天来每当入睡前,我常觉得恐慌

一种或许就到这里,睡了就没有明天了的恐惧

身心疲累,间中掺杂些类似压迫感

其实我很恐慌

但类似心情该怎么说,怎么写

分享很多,但总不会是太内心那一片

男人嘛



其实也不过如此,把问题反复提问了,就自然而然的被缩小了

一贯如此

撑下去不难,难的东西多的是

life goes on

希望干劲别总是被磨掉

加油

明天见 =)

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Random Art 055



朋友提醒要注意健康,但功课真的很忙

还有一星期,咬紧牙关撑过

然后真的必须好好调理下身体了

Monday, December 6, 2010

Random Art 054



男人也有经期,FaceBook said

难怪我常常陷入低潮期

很难摆脱

既然如此,但愿它是280天一个周期吧

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Random Art 053



每天都是熬夜天,真是不可思议

Monday, November 22, 2010

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Happy Birthday to myself, hello 22nd

way to go

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Eccentric Illustration 3



eat.sleep.sit.draw.draw.draw

draw.draw.draw.sleep.sit.draw

okay pun, but let me sleep more ba

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Random Art 051

doing concept art is fun, real fun

MS-WB-04 Desert Assaulter

MW-03 Zabee Revolver

EB-01 Boomsaur


lets sleep, still awake but brain almost malfunction, night world

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Random Art 050

1st pastel painting, fruits



生活不是一件苦差事,我却常没来由觉得辛苦

我常在想到底怎么了

却没有一次得到答案

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Random Art 049

2nd piece of concept vehicle, transformable requested by lecturer





finally, half day break, lets start forming GN-X!

Eccentric Illustration 2

some eccentric studies practical





less crap, practical more

im learning

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Projection

如果熬夜会减压,那么下次让我一熬到天亮好了

从昨晚开始开始偏头痛,不行,真的很痛,然后很多东西都连锁似的纠缠上来,尤其是坏心情

老实说我并不确实清楚忧郁症到底是什么,只是知道它的发音与我的名字差不多,念念下好像就无拉拉患上了忧郁病和一大堆并发症

也不过是这样而已,我也不是很介意它就对了

写到这里或许来个然而什么的,然后写些它其实让我很压抑,只是无从宣泄,压抑到爆

差不多

不过算了,我的确想这么写,一小时前这样吧

功课不算很忙,可以慢慢磨,那就慢慢磨吧

我知道闭上耳朵一个人专心做功课的感觉的感觉如何

或许这样也会磨去忧郁的死角

i dunno,try it,陈奕迅说的

然后我想我就从一整晚的so bad转换成现在的 not so bad

not so bad

就这样好了,并不是什么大事,如果所谓恼人的事只不过如此

那我就熬上一整晚,慢慢磨去好了

如果不行再看着办算了,我当然希望everything ain‘t big thing

到这里好了,给个full stop 就给它锁上个ending

噢还有对了我生日就快来临了

撇开生日礼物庆祝这类很重要的暗喻不说

我想先把今年的生日愿望说出

说出来就不准了么?

还好我今年二十二了



希望在我周围的大家都能开开心心,看不到和环绕着的

我发现这点很重要

真切希望

很狗血的真切希望

很重要啊



好了,就这样

life is a foreign language, and everyone mispronous it

英文老师说的,而我听得感触很深

希望不是这样

大家加油

晚安

full stop

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Random Art 048

Dimension bullet - Viper Bone, concept art of transportation for this fellow



im still not so into mood lately, keep wondering why, meanwhile i was thinking bout something, feel like writting it out when free a bit

i dunno, hopefully

Sunday, October 24, 2010

讲男讲女

Eason new duet, wif Rowena Cortes 露云娜


very very nice, light up this gloomy sunday

continue assignment, uploading new piece very soon

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Random Art 047

doing some small practical during sembreak, kamen rider fanart so called HENSHIN event with classmates and some online frens


Kamen Rider Nigo, version THE NEXT


and others, Johnny,Becoz, Yuan3, Sua, Hiro

tmr gonna spray top coat on Sinanju! exciting!

Friday, September 24, 2010

Random Art 046

another 2 pieces of extra learning, in caricature style

I don wanna miss a thing~



Justice League, yea






paiseh kacheong, rushing for holiday.. nx sem will guai guai do more steady 1 for u T__T

but right now, jom Holiday!! Happy Holiday Dasein Kaki!!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Random Art 045

extra studies work, studying texture


holidays now, lots to do!! WALAO EH!!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Random Art 044

yo, update


digital painting in 德珍style


too free, bit behtahan, read more book n comics then

participating in some of the installation art preparation in Pudu Community art project soon, 半山芭社区艺术计划, click here for details

book festival starts from tmr too, best!

really cant wait for these events, September is cool enuf

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Oil Painting 3

u die, nor me

choose




jz realize this was my 201st post, congrats, woot

sry for all the bad temper lately, full stop for it, thx for all the concern, peace

alright move on, cheese

Monday, August 16, 2010

Comma



nvr thought relaxation can be so tiring pun

but anyway will giving myself a month or mayb longer to slack in stamina n mind.. slowly find another aim to fight for, a higher n tougher 1

easy sleepy lately, result of burning stamina too over..

its okay, terus sleep!

good night n good bye semester 2-3!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Duelist Legacy 1

character design assignment, most fun yet toturing workpiece, named the story as "Duelist Legacy", still setting up the storybackground and connection between character, hope to enlarge the worldview in future


Danver, in his red oni form, 9 more form to go
no.48 escaped prisoner from Gaia

Vamp in Dread mode

Apollo the Fallen


95% done for overall, put so much efforts in this semester, no pain no gain, behhiaogin!

1 more critical to go, CHIONG!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Random Art 043

photo manipulation piece 2

before
after


jz woke up from a very long nap, 6 hours, consider super wasted time nap for moment like this

move on

awakening by a sudden call, one of my hometown fren has passed away..

生命无常, rest in peace man

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Random Art 042

Blast




crap later, rush

Random Art 041



digital sketching all done, 3 more big one to go

CHIONG!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Random Art 040

Combine character part 2

Rider

Venus


1 big one down, continue rushing

Friday, July 30, 2010

Random Art 039

Combine character part 1

Vamplord

Jaguar


rush

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Random Art 038




im thinking =/

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Random Art 037

digital painting - sport, Mike Tyson



2 more critical weeks left, BURST MODE ONNNNN gaogao!!

Friday, July 16, 2010

Eccentric Illustration

eccentric illustration assignment, learning another way in painting






6 done, another 6 coming, 3 weeks left

lets see =/

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Random Art 036

inking recoloring


sambil headache sambil rush punya work, bit cacat.. might modify it after overall done

going KLCC later for 1000 tentacles exhibition, yes!

Friday, June 25, 2010

Random Art 035

Johnny Depp



Digital sketching checked

im trying very hard to enjoy this sem break =/

Friday, June 18, 2010

Random Art 034

surrealism assignment, a very fun experience playing wif Photoshop


submission b4 sem break all gaotim, cantik!

Tonight Steamboat!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Random Art 033

Wolverine

Monday, June 14, 2010

Oil Painting 2

another piece


next up, MID TERM BREAK! i wanna fight wif assignments gaogao this time, wuuhooo

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

卓義峰

这条友高音超赞





真的超赞


back to assignment then, fuck

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Random Art 032

Artist's oil + oil paste practical, thx Sebastian for the help on background



easy headache lately, lets take a cool shower

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Random Art 031

Sylar in Heroes series, waiting for season 5, oh yeah~


i saw a quote

"问题不在难度,而在态度"

i dunno, lets figure out